i dont want to live anymore

i dont care to eat or do anything anymore. i just dont matter no one even tries to understand me even when i tell them my reasons for wanting to end it all. all i get told is im not doing enough of something thats all i ever seem to get told by peopoe who dont make more effort to listen to me.

i cant seem to be happy these days either but as usual no one notice. im so tired of trying to exist for the sake of it when its not worth it and im worthless as it is. i cant bear to see others getting to do things but i cant do them myself or seeing others be in relationships or they have friends at the very least.

no one would notice if one day i stopped breathing, it wouldnt be a surprise bc i didnt go out anyway but its peoples lack of listening skills that really kill me off one day. i dont know where or how im supposed to find friends of a similar age cause theyre all living their own lives they dont need me. no ones ever really needed me.

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no one Other April 26, 2024 at 3:36 am 0 0