Crush?

I've never actually had a crush on someone younger than me, well that was up until now. There's this boy in 7th grade he keeps staring I don't know why ToT. And lately those stares are keeping me up till 3, making me feel butterflies, maybe it's just me but does he like me?
Like why would he always look at me if hates me and it's not look it's literal STARE, what did I do ToT, I have never even talked to him yet but I felt like I've known him for soooo long(I've been stalking his facebook sorry I couldn't help but feel curious I mean-). Recently I've been avoiding him I've been making a complete fool of myself around him. I'm so embarrassed, like last week my friends we're saying his last name and suddenly he walked by and he STARING at me. I wanted to die right there, I don't really like him but my friends keep pushing to the point that I joke about liking him, and now I'm actually liking him ToT. I really don't know what to do huhuhu. But recently I've been taking my mind off him since I found out he got a girlfriend and, I cannot battle with that girl she's a literal GODDESS I would look like a piece of trash with mold next to her ToT. Wdyk maybe he really did think about me because I'm always thinking about him and dreaming about him as well. Welp my first younger crush and probably the last, he was so traumatizing to me to the point that I wait for like an hour in our classroom, so I don't accidentally see him in the hallways. Well sorry for taking your time ≡(▔﹏▔)≡ if you know what I should do please tell meeeeeee. Thanksss(●'◡'●)(～￣▽￣)～

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anonymous Crushes May 06, 2024 at 4:30 am 2 2