i don't know what to do

i just want someone to care about me i want to feel valued as a person i hate everything and everyone but i really tried i really really have but nothings working for me and nothings ever going to work out for me i just want to have somebody to talk to when im feeling down and i want to BE loved i hate myself and i hate everyone else and everyone hates me and i want to be trusted and i want to be able to trust people i don't want to have trust issues i wish my mother didnt break me didnt destroy me as a person didnt ruin my trust, i wish i could just talk to her without her snapping and yelling and hitting me, i wish i would stop crying in the shower or in bed all the time i wish someone would understand me and how i feel and just be there for me i fucked up and im sorry and i dont know what to do and i need help and ive tried ive tried ive tried so hard for so long and i cant deal with it anymore i really cant, i just want to be loved.

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anonymous Home January 10, 2025 at 2:58 pm 0 0