I don t even know anymore

I don't know why I'm even on this website but anyway i feel so lonely because my friends are always making plans without me and keep talking about things that happend when they were hanging out and I just feel left out another thing is that I feel like I'm disappointing my family cause I'm just so different than them and they keep reminding me about that not only that but my dad is also a major control freak i hate it so much I'm not allowed to go to so many normal places cause they think it's not safe or something but to me it feels like they don't trust me at all school is also being a bitch I'm so worried about everything and im so stressed out I keep overthinking every little thing and it's like my mind can't rest I've been feeling down a lot too it sucks everything sucks I don't know what to do I don't have the motivation to do anything I feel so tired and drained lately my brother keeps calling me a depressive piece of shit and I don't even have depression at least I don't I do and it hurts my parents say hurtful things too but yea I'm okay I've been going through it for years and yea I think that's it..

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anonymous Other May 25, 2019 at 10:22 am 1 0