I ABSOLUTELY HATE MY DAD

I don't know what the fuck my family ever did to him to be such a fuckign shitty dad did I kill a million people in my past life for this? Why the fuck is he so shitty to my family? Why to me? Why? Why torment us so much? How can someone care so fuckign little and only care so fuckign much for himself. I don't understand I don't understand how he doesn't understand? It wasn't like he was grown in a shitty environment his mother and dad was the best, his sisters were the best and is still the best to me now. They've shown me more love than my dad could ever. My dad never showed me an ounce of love. Not one. I don't know how to love properly. Fuck I hate this so much I've been crying so hard and I can't breathe my hand sare tingle I think I'm losing blood pressure or whatever the fuck. I don't understand how fuckign shitty he is. It's so fuckign crazy I genuinely pray everyday he gets tortured with the same amount of pain he has inflicted on me and my family and multiply it tenfold and over. And I hope he dies soon, I hope he dies the most excruciating pain ever, I will never forgive him for giving me a. Shitty fuckign life I will never forgive him for treating my mom shitty and everyone else I will never. I will absolutely fuckign never. I hope he inhales that fucking cigarette hard and chug that fucking poison beer smoke drink and I FUCKING HOPE IT KILLS YOU SOON!!!!!!! I HOPE IT KILLS YOU NOW!!!! THE PAIN YOUVE INFLICTED YOULL EXPERIENCE A HUNDRED TIMES OVER. And I'll fuckign make sure the last thing you'll see in your pathetic life is my smiling face laughing and cheering that you're suffering and that you'll go to fuckign hell. I've never hurt you, you did this to yourself. Everybody hates you. And in your next life I pray you'll suffer all again until nothing of this reality exists anymore. Your fake persona will only get you so far, your thousand money shoes will only get you so far. Everything you owned is my mother's every smoke you have is on my mother's account every penny. Jobless fuckign cunt fuckign leech. You've never gave a fucking penny. It's because of you I'm fuckign sick it's all because of you. My sister and I are sick because of tou. I'm losingteeth because of you. It's all because of you. We lost money because of you. You spend all our fuckign money with a sucking smile on our face and face us with rolling eyes because you drunk 59 fucking bottles the night before, with our money. Lost us 15k because you wouldn't listen. Oh my fuckign hell I hate you sometimes I get thoughts about wanting to kill you myself. But I don't, because I'm not lirl you. I'll never be like the scum you are. Nobody has ever been fuckign shit at you. Everybody was nice to you. And kept you well. But look at what you do back? What you do unto others you will get back ten fucking fold.


I hate you so much that I fuckign wish I wasn't born. It irritates me and makes my skin crawl that your blood is inside me and I have your genes. You gave life to me. I will be the one to give you karma, you made me for this. You'll die alone, fuck I won't even give you a casket and dump you in a fuckign can. You're a dead man to me. This is your fault. Take responsibility.

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anonymous Relationships June 23, 2025 at 2:13 am 1 0