Homeless Chronically

I am homeless once again! This time over some bs- but I get where the person was coming from. Glad I didn’t do anything with either one of them. But my nicest part got tested for real. Ok that’s fine. Lesson learned: fuck these 304s & theses ninjas. I left home early at 16yrs immature- and never had a proper home to call mine ever since. I was homeless after Job Corps. I was homeless after getting into with my employer and my friend Mom because no money to give her. I was homeless after I got into about $5 with one friend’s crackhead/ drug addicted Mom. I was homeless after a 3 way gone wrong with a fake friend. I was homeless after leaving my guy friend house because his cousin was a thief, after deciding to leave for my younger than him BF. I was homeless any time my BF decided he couldn’t deal with me not following his control tactics. I was homeless when I had enough of my kid’s Dad still trying to be my incest Big brother toy. I was homeless after I decided to choose faked happiness to see if I could be without Mr Control me, fight me , argue me and put me out. I was homeless after I decidedly realized that I tried to be happy with a new cheater & liar, after realizing my heart still stuck on. I was homeless after I left again for good measure because Mr Control me, fight me argue with me was never going to marry me because I was not going to SUBMIT to him or what the fuck ever. I was homeless because my van broke down and no Money, no help to fix, the lien to pay rent on my room was a predatory loan, my bipolar disorder depression was keeping stagnant, the next job at the call center was a 5 hr walk, pride in asking for ongoing help to & from work. I am homeless now because of a lying piece of dog shit person decided to make a panic filled incident into a crime that I didn’t commit. But paying for with unemployment, reputation and new fees from courts, an arrest record, a mugshot, lots of I owe Us and debts. I am homeless due to failed housing grants from the public defender association program. I am homeless at this moment because of my willingness to be friendly but sometimes keeping to myself is best. Chronic homelessness is based on several factors and circumstances.

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HoboHilly Home February 20, 2025 at 10:27 pm 1 0