best dating

hehe

I feel so fucking crazy because I can’t tell anyone animals played a major part in my childhood trauma and sexual abuse. Its so disgusting and Im so scared that everyone will look at me differently. I was a victim. It eats away at me every fucking day and I cannot receive oral sex without freaking out or being triggered due to the abuse. I think I HAVE to take it to the grave with me and at this point I cant bare it anymore every fucking day. I want to blow my fucking. BRains out. I feel so sick and cant stop dryheaving because a stupid unworthy of life dog sniffed my crotch maybe an hour or two to go. Ive been self harm free since April 20th of last year but tonight might be the night i relapse and if i do i wont stop until i cannot lift my arms to continue hurting myself
Po Pi Po Other May 03, 2024 at 11:52 pm 0
Rant Tags
Get Social and Share
1 Rant Comment
Baby you’re not crazy and you’re not to blame, you didn’t make that happen to yourself. If you don’t want animals to come near you, you should tell everyone you encounter that you are afraid of dogs or you would like them to be put away before you enter the house. This is a serious situation and you should be seeing a psychiatrist, not a therapist. The psychiatrist can prescribe you medications to help soothe your pain and still be able to talk to you about your fears and safety. I am so heartbroken for you my love and I wish you every once of healing, love, prosperity, protection, peace and happiness that you need. I will include you in my prayers. God loves you and understands. You’re worthy love <3
anonymous 2 weeks ago
Post a Comment
Text Only. HTML/Code will be saved as plain text.
Optional. Include your First Name in your Comment.