I'm a fucking mess, I have the craving feelings to have a boyfriend but it just doesn't work. Multiple fucking dating apps, everyone who interacts with me dissapears for hours. ITS SO HARD TO BE GAY IN THIS COUNTRY. Its just so hard because I really want a masculine and top boyfriend that will treat me "like a girl" or however that is worded. I'm still young and underage but this feelings I'm craving is just so fucking overwhelming. Now I'm sending my nudes to old men in Grindr or gay hook up apps just to feel appreciated that some men find me hot and whatever the fuck I hate my lust so much I'm a mess
anonymousRelationships May 16, 2026 at 10:43 am20
REPORT ALL FRIENDS, REPORT ALL FAMILY, REPORT ALL CO-WORKERS, REPORT ALL STRANGERS, REPORT ALL "OTHERS" AS POTENTIALLY HARBORING DIFFERING THOUGHT OTHER THAN ETERNAL AND TOTAL LOYALTY TO THE MASTER. REPORT THEM TO THE MORALITY POLICE NOW. ALERT #43-9-0(VBC) 6 hours ago
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ALERT #43-9-0(VBC) 6 hours ago
anonymous 4 hours ago