FUCK THIS SHIT: The sequel

man i aint even got anyone I know i can trust to rant anymore. this sucks so bad. i hate it. love myself tho gang in narcissistic mhm. i wonder what my future self would feel looking at this. im tired of everyone. im questioning if i deserve anything again ugh. do i even deserve to feel. ah I'll forget all this soon anyway. just some hours of sleep. it happens again and im back to square zero. i miss the days. person. people. it was sad. but it was comforting. im stuck in the past again. i worry it'll harm my present. im happy with it. but regrets. we all have them right? i wonder what could have been. its comforting to. i worry too much of the future. i should be in the present yeah. i love myself gang. love yourselves fr. you only gor you. everyone else comes and goes. damn such wise words ngl. i really miss those days. i forget but then these moments make me remember again. and it hurts. i like the feeling. its comforting. is it bad for me to think of the past. i dont know. I've buried these things these feelings for so so long. its like a violent outburst rn. yet im so calm. its weird. I'll just do my best ig. to define the undefined. to go beyond and explore.

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Lawra Relationships June 04, 2025 at 1:34 pm 0 0