I grew up in a fucked up house. Meat was forbidden unless it was like McDonalds or Taco Bell. We were poor. But I ate like shit because my parents didn't want to learn to cook.
When I was about 12 for a year or so my grand mother and dad and cousin and I would sometimes get lunch on Sundays.
The pizza buffet was a fucking sacred rare special place. My dad and I went there on rare occasions in secret. With my grandmother cousin and I, I'd always ask if we could get that. We wouldn't because my cousin was a hyperactive, spoiled little fucker who got whatever he wanted and wouldn't ever finish anything ever. So, we always get what he wanted instead.
It infuriated me not because I didn't get what I wanted (which I was used to) it was because what I wanted was thrown out the window for this fucking brat to have another day and he didn't even notice. He always got what he wanted, got to eat better meals than eggs and grits for supper,and was never told no ever.
Now, I'm a stable adult. I'm grateful for the life I have chiseled out. I could eat Cicis Pizza every day if I wanted to, but really don't care. The cousin is now a bitter fat man child who is resentful because his very best days were now decades behind him.
I'm just pissed in how the adults always failed me. It would have been different if we took turns or some sort of compromise was offered. Instead it was just shit all over me because I wouldn't ever say anything because I was made to believe I was this rotten horrible spoiled brat and was treated as such. Meanwhile my cousin who actually was those things would get everything.
Fuck my "family" especially my cousin.
anonymousRelationships March 28, 2025 at 2:50 pm00
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Pilgrim 3 days ago