fuck graduating

I literally can't handle the fact that I'm living a busy life, and when I do have the time, I get so lazy cause I never have the chance to choose what I can do. It's like I'm so overwhelmed with many things and I don't know where I start. Because if I do start, i always get underwhelmed by the results, like what the fuck man? Ginawa ko naman yung lahat what the fuckkkkk. I also don't have someone to be with kasi binawalan ako putangina, tapos I've been so goooood I'VE BEEN SO FUCKING GOOD TAPOS YUN/ LAHAT LAGI NALANG REDIRECTION, ANO BA?? ANO BA TALAGA ANG GUSTO MO PARA SAKIN???????????????

ambilis rin ng panahon, sobra. nakakaiyak
it feels like I'm always alone, fighting
and shit
toxic lahat relationships ko
lahat busy
putangina
hahahhahahaahahahhahahahaha ayaw ko rin magpakamatay because what the fuck? hindi ako ang problema, ang sistema ng DEPED DITO SA PUTANGINANG PHILIPPINES. WHAT IS WRONG WITH EVERYTHING?? HWY AM I ALWAYS SO LOST AND SHIT TALAGA I FEEL SO DUMB. i used to be so good at things, I used to understand shit, pero ngayon? hahaha wala talaga bro, fucked up na lahat.should i just drop everything I've been working so hard for and go to clubs, fuck anyone and just live life??? somosobra kana buhay .

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Ale Other March 16, 2025 at 12:10 am 0 0