FALLING IN LOVE BUT IM FALLING BEHIND

why is everyone falling in love with eachother? why is everyone dating someone? why does everyone have a sepcial someone? everyone but ME.. these are my thoughts. i know studying is important but sometimes i wanna know how it feels like to have a mutual connection with someone. when my friends talk about their "someone" i cant do anything but say "ah" or "oh" sometimes "good for you" i wouldve said something better if i had the chance to experience these things. even weird kids who cant pull has a someone... WHY AM I FALLING BEHIND?? i have a crush for almost a year now, he's 1.5 years older and he's friends with my friend BUT HE CANT ACKNOWLEDGE ME, sorry ha torpe ako. we had a hoco and we were supposed to slow dance together in a certain love song. but i saw him dancing with another girl... its not his fault tho, teachers said its ok to dance with multiple girls. good for him i guess. but even after that why cant i move on.. now that school's about to end, he has a girl now OH WELL GOOD FOR HIM! Now we have an outing with a couple of friends and him, he asked if he could bring his girl WHEN HE KNOWS DAMN WELL I LIKE HIM. ARE YOU DOING THIS ON PURPOSE??

ill just move on, or not..
ill wait for you even if you didnt ask me to

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aranze Crushes March 26, 2024 at 1:03 pm 2 0