I was in this undefined situation as a teenager with this girl. Long story short, she was incredibly jealous, possessive, distant, and cold. I'd compliment her and it wouldn't mean shit and would usually be ignored. She'd randomly throw some insincere words my way to manipulate me. She'd also say shit to put me down at random.
If you couldn't already tell, she'd treat me like shit. Would be jealous and possessive if nice girls who weren't like her would even look at me. But yet, this girl I'm talking about couldn't be with me, but also couldn't be without me. She kept me at an arm's length and then when I would distance myself, she'd manipulate me and I'd fall for it. All out of some vague hope that maybe it'd work this time. That whatever scraps of attention/affection could turn into actual stability and a loving relationship.
I eventually told her to fuck off. But, she added me on fucking Snapchat. Yeah. I then looked at my old Facebook account to see what she is doing. Well, she's out of shape, unemployed, married to a fugly little fucker, and appears to have aged about 15 years more than she should have by this point. So, she's doing like shit.
Me? I haven't aged rapidly because I don't drink. I am doing okay. And for the first time, I'm actually in something of a relationship where both me and the woman I'm seeing know where the other person stands. I can tell her she's pretty and she will return the compliment and actually mean it. She also doesn't switch in half a second from present to distant.
I just realize from my current situation, how much damage that little bitch from my past caused me. It destroyed my non-existent confidence, especially with women. Kept me thinking I was a burden, to where I'd pretty much talk myself out of ever even trying to persue a relationship with those nice types of women who would like me. All because, I had a fear that they wanted to use me like this other bitch did.
So, I'm glad to see how badly this little whore is doing now. She was a spoiled cunt who came from money and basically expected all kids of things from life. But low and behold, everything for her actually peaked at a young age. So, instead of taking accountability it's easier to lie to oneself and drink, and that's why she does. Her sisters are bitches too. All fat now and married to fugly, sissy looking men who are also fat. They all live in the one horse shit town we grew up in too. Pathetic, given how they all had aspirations of modeling and being famous.
anonymousRelationships February 09, 2026 at 6:46 pm00
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