BPD MOM

Hey guys, I never thought I would use this website myself. So my "birth giver" and I got into it today. So, I guess I wasn't listening to her when she asked me if I had any work for today (she asked me yesterday), and I guess I said no. MIND you, I wholeheartedly did not remember that at all, so I was like, "you didn't say that " and " I guess I wasn't listening ( BECAUSE, I was scheduling an appointment for the DMV since I lost my license). She went from "I asked you that yesterday" to "You did that because you want my car for yourself." (This was because she supposedly had an appointment with my brother at the dentist). MIND you, I apologized for what happened because I guess it went over my head. So she started cursing at me, and she told me, "You're not driving my fucking car anymore." Also, I was whispering to my brother, saying that "I don't remember her saying that," etc., etc. So she said to "speak up," which I did, and to her exactly what I told her before about not remembering anything. So I texted her that I'll drop the car off in front of her job. I did that, I saw her, so I put the car in park, opened the door because she was already walking towards me, and I took my things and walked away. And I guess to her I was being "disrespectful" to her cause i dint giver her a reaction. She also said, "I'll take care of you when you get home," or something. I wasn't even looking mad, I was just, :/, you know. And I know for sure she's gonna talk to her boss, her TikTok "friends and her husband about me.(She just entered the room after I came from work, and she didn't say anything. But to be honest, I've been having heart palpitations ever since. Don't know if that's like a panic attack or smt because this is worse than any I've had, it feels like I'll have a heart attack. I want to confront her on her actions, but I know when I do that it feels like my throat tightens up and gets dry, and I know I will cry (I'm a very sensitive person; I avoid confrontation at all costs, but when I know I'm wrong, I don't avoid it, I just own up). Unlike her, she can call someone out on their BS, but when you do it to her, she gets mad, crazy, right? She's a "Christian" too, but she doesn't act like one.
But anyway, tell me your opinion about this.

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Cheesecake Home March 18, 2026 at 10:53 pm 0 0