An honest reflection of myself

I am a talentless hack. I am not special or good at anything. People can sing, play music, paint, be smart etc. Top it with being woman and brown. I am a jack of all trades, but not specialized in anything particular. I am average at everything. I am average woman with average looks (right in the middle there) and average abilities. I am not proud of myself. I keep being reminded of what a failure I am. I work hard and try everything including dancing, but I always fall short. They say that everyone is good at something. Well, I am just a jack of all trades. I am not a queen or king of any trade. Hence, I am just an average woman. Another issue with me is that I am very honest to a fault. I have learned to omit information for my safety and well being.
I am not a special human being. Nobody would want to date me. I am applying everywhere for jobs, I am not getting hired either. I am applying for reasonable jobs within my reach. Not some CEO type of stuff. It all proves that I am not special.
I need to study more. Everyday, I will study for one hour. I enjoy learning, but I hate exams. At least, the studying thing can be fixed. Yeah, I am a tortoise and not a hare.

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Suzzie Other September 04, 2025 at 6:31 pm 0 0