Am I looking for adrenaline?
Honestly, I'm scared to write here. I've been thinking alot. I want to try things to ruin myself because I'm too scared to kill myself. I'm almost 2 years free from self harm so I'd feel like shit if I broke that. I want to try drinking, drugs, sneaking out, illegal stuff. I don't know if I'm looking for adrenaline tbh.I can hardly eat, and I only eat a full meal if I'm thinking of fucking anthropophagy (spelling?)
And I'm seriously scared but I feel like telling someone would make everything worse
Rat Other March 26, 2025 at 4:17 am 2 1
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