Is it really the karma that I deserve?

Do you even wonder between "If I give him what he wants, will he stay with me forever?" and "If I won't give him what he wants, will he still stay with me?", because me? Nah, he'd never do such a thing. I ask him the very first time if he only wants my body and not me, because that what all boys do, right? But instead he said, he never wants my body but me. But I doubt that, he only wants my body. Whenever he wants to have s*x with me, I refused, that's when things got hard for the both of us. He'll throw tantrum, won't message me until 2 or 3 days, got mad at me easily, and I don't even know anything. We've been clear together that I am not having s*x for anything, but no, he will force me to have s*x with him. I try to do things to make it up to him whenever I refuse but he won't bite that, he'll never. He knows my past, he knows why I don't want to have s*x, he know everything, but that doesn't stop him to want to have s*x with me. He still force everything to go on his way. Everyone thinks we're the perfect couple, but no haha, we're not. I am dying inside to be free from him. Whenever he got the chance to have s*x with me, I'll just cry in the corner, without him knowing. He said he's sorry but never changed. What should I do? Haha, can't think of any solution because he said that if I broke up with him, he'll do things that shouldn't be done in the first place. He's guilt tripping me just for me not to break up with him. What should I do? I don't know what should I do anymore.

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K Relationships June 25, 2025 at 4:41 pm 0 0