Almost overdrafted my account

Very cool. Almost didn't catch it and luckily had $20 on me to prevent it from happening. I got like $60 coming in from Uber Eats tomorrow or something. Not exactly anywhere near enough to get by, and super fucking pathetic at my age.

But I got no reason to be a dick to feminists who'd be telling me to work harder to improve my situation even if hard work is literally what put me in the ER with black urine a month ago. Just ask all the nurses and doctors and surgeons who had to deal with an emergency surgery. They put me under so much anesthesia they thought I had sleep apnea in the recovery room. They had to because they underestimated how much damage I did to myself. Even pulled the only person I have anymore, my mom, aside after surgery and talked to her about it all. She said the surgeon was nice, but I'm not sleeping on the floor and I have a cheap recliner someone sold her for $20. Shits nice for $20.

I have a degree and legit tech skills. My personal portfolio with a github I haven't touched in years is bringing in over 2k visits/month. My insta has 0 external link clicks and yet traffic always spikes after I upload an animation. Even the slow burning ones do alright. In less than 2 months I've gotten like 7,500 unique visits to my site and 1.15k unique visits to my insta with almost 1k being new accounts. Conversion is around 30% when I upload a new animation. I've got all the proof to back it up. Gemini and Claude would overestimate it to closer to 70-80%.

Not even doing what I want to with my life and I'm in full control of my studio. Literally lucky enough I had $20 to avoid overdrafting, and since Wells Fargo doesn't like my Credit Union my Credit will be taking a hit anyway.

All cause it's cool when women overreact to be ignored by men and get them nearly lynched All cause not paying to go out to eat ever is cool if you're a woman. Don't gotta pay for all the jack or shit even your own fucking tampons. I barely knew her at that fucking point and bought her fucking tampons. The cashier quietly thanked me for it. IDK if she was serious or some hardcore sarcastic feminist, but I had been "dating" this girl for like a day. She freaked out at me when I couldn't find the damn things like I regularly go buy tampons. Should've known she was a druggie in hindsight, but whatever.

Oh and best part? Worked 3rds. Put off sleep waiting for the store to open so she could get her tampons. I was working in an amazon warehouse because my background as a hacker and using equipment (Chromebook) not supported by the college IT department to remote connect into their servers doesn't count for shit. Nor does being an unpaid TA. Just means I was qualified to throw boxes around until I couldn't really use my right arm anymore.

But that'd all be fixed by the hard work and therapy that redditors often claim solve everything right? Just go into the trades where if you're 40 and still fully functional you're fucking lucky. If you had the time to get a master's license or a decent retirement, even moreso.

What do I know though? I'm not some white collar redditor who spins around in their chair and tries to deflect how little they care about the less fortunate by focusing all their hate onto billionaires. Shits as retarded as hayley williams rebelling against the homeowners who support her by pretending they're bumping 'ain't it fun' in the shittier neighborhoods. That shit is as corporate rock as it gets. You hear that shit in the grocery store along with Taylor Swift and John Mayer. If you even hear it there.

Shits a fucking joke.

and you people know i'm right. you quietly support my studio with likes and views on insta. You put my site's name into your browser instead of clicking links. Sometimes you send empty messages via my form thinking it won't get to me. It goes to a database, not my email. I see the empty entries.

Not even sure what difference it'll make or it's meant to make. So you can argue and yell all you want, but I've got the data and scars to back up the damage you're happily causing too. Then you intentionally contribute to people misunderstanding what depression, anxiety, or ptsd are because there are therapists who can handle it. Until they can't and that person is stuck hoping they can get a bed in a mental hospital. Granted the asylums are full too, but who cares? One time someone dared question Hayley Williams or Anne Hathaway or Emma Watson and their thin attempts at using politics for PR. As poor non-white men at that. Who do they think they are? They're supposed to be supporting and holding up the white women making more than them on average (my casino had a wonderful thing during training explaining it's why natives need casinos). Who cares about facts and stats though? it's all about the feels, and feminist feels are being hurt so obviously they may be "my truth", but they aren't "the truth." After all, Kant said we'll never fully define objective reality so objective facts are really just opinion. Right? That's how it works, right? That's why we should just keep our mouths shut and hope we can pay our bills, right?

The only positive is that it's often times women more than men giving me any support at all without asking for anything in return. However, that shit is thin and bare af and always quietly. People need to stop fucking playing. They'll rant and rave about irrelevant bullshit and tell people like me to do shit we can't afford because it makes it easier for them to sleep at night.

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anonymous Other April 28, 2026 at 8:05 am 0 0