Absolutely Annoyed

Imagine having no one to discuss your problems with, so you just keep it in, and yes you could suggest a therapist but that’s not what I need! I need The Fucking people in my life to OPEN UP THEIR DAMNED EARS AND LISTEN TO ME WHEN I FUCKING TALK.

Imagine having a foolish father that believes he’s a God and can no wrong. A father that had never given a damn bout what you cared for, yet has always seen you as flawed for not fitting the mold of what he had envisioned a son to be. A man that instead of cherishing his wife and only child, decided to berate us and make us feel like we were worthless and brainless without him. It’s actually crazy!! Now we’ve left him to rot, he’s pissed! FOR WHAT?!? You talked crazy about us to your friends and family when we lived with you, and now that we’ve decided to cut you off, you act like we’re ungrateful peasants who should run back and beg for your forgiveness? GOD FORBID!!! Just because you have money does not mean a damn thing. MONEY DOES NOT BUY LOVE, and it’s mind boggling that you’re upset mom and I are more than able to make a living without you or your money! You would have thought I was a bad kid or someone who got into the wrong things, but NO I was just an introverted kid who did not like SPORTS and was not given the freedom to explore the things he liked. In other I wasn’t a puppet to everything he wanted me to do!

But at the end of day I still graduated University with a bachelor’s in FUCKING COMPUTER SCIENCE, a major that stressed me TF out and made me damn near depressed! Was able to get got a good paying job as a software engineer; and by the absolute grace of God was able to afford a home in this horrid economy for my age. Like I have done good for myself no thanks to God and I hope to accomplish more. I literally have done nothing insanely wrong for you to constantly act like I am a failure, and it PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF. My dad has no idea what I do, and does care to HEAR ABOUT IT. In his mind it’s like I am doing a mediocre job, making mediocre money and I am just wasting a way life because I am not ready to get my masters, and because I didn’t go into field he wanted me to. Having foolish people call me to ask why I have not obtained my masters yet. Maybe because it’s not a mandatory thing needed for my field of work, and your reasoning behind me getting it is useless, for I already make the salary you BELIEVE I NEEDED THE FUCKING MASTERS TO GET! LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID, INSANE OR BOTH. I am not in the medical field like you, getting my masters obviously looks good, but is not a barrier for me leveling up at my job. I will go for my masters when I am good and ready and when it makes sense for me!

Now that I have cut you off and able to fully support myself, you still advertise yourself as a victim whose child does not communicate with him anymore because he’s done nothing wrong be the best father/husband! YOU INDIGNANT BASTARD, you raised me to fucking hate you. You’ve had 28 years to know your fucking son, but chose not because I wasn’t who you wanted me to be! Damn you couldn’t even remember my flipping birthday on GOOD DAY! Yet would always tell me how wished you had other kids so you could fully ignore me and focus on the others. In what delusional world do you believe those imaginary kids would have loved you too! You wanted a PUPPET; a yes man; HELL A SERVANT, but not a child. Some of the decisions you wanted me to adhere to didn’t even make sense for my life, but because it came out of your mouth it was absolute genius and no one could tell you otherwise. UGH SO NARCISSISTIC!

This is type of gaslighting is what pushes people over the edge and make them pull the fucking trigger. But Thank God I have enough brain matter to write out my emotions vs calling to curse you TF out (like you’d even listen) or more. I have cut you OFF TO PROTECT MY PEACE, yet your still finding ways to disrupt my peace through your friends and family that attack me left and right for the foolish lies you feed them and it’s absolutely insane. I PRAY THAT GOD PUNISHES YOU SEVERELY, CAUSE AT THIS POINT YOU LITERALLY BEHAVE LIKE AN ENEMY OF PROGRESS. The bible says honor your father and mother and some where along those lines it mentions that parents should not provoke their child, yet ALL OF YOU DONE MY ENTIRE FREAKING LIFE IS PROVOKE ME TO THE POINT WHERE I COULD CHOOSE TO KICK YOU OUT OF MY DAMN LIFE PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY AND FINANCIALLY.

You spoke poorly about me to everyone when I was under your care, because I wasn’t athletic and whatever else you believe I didn’t achieve in your eyes. And you still talk shit now that I have gone no-contact with you and refuse to have you in my life. ALL THIS DAMN TALKING, BUT NO SELF REFLECTION IS CRAZY WORK FOR A MAN WHOSE A PYSCH NP. Maybe you’re just good at fucking up other people’s mental instead of fixing your own!

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Amomynous Other July 30, 2025 at 5:05 am 0 0