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I done the hardest thing today
I sacrificed the only thing I had that belonged to my brother
A guitar. I played for the past 5 years from when he died, I played it. It was his favourite thing we would play it to each other, I was actually looking into buying myself some drums we joked about us being in a band.
We didn’t spend much time together but when we did that was our way bonding as we was very different. Today I gave it to his son who’s 9, it was a surprise gift, I know he’s got some things of his dads but it felt like he deserved it more. I didn’t think much of it. Until he ran to me crying hugging me, it was so hard not to cry but I held him maybe it’s grief talking but in that moment I felt like he was with us I felt relief wash over me like it was okay. Sorry this isn’t a rant I just feel like a mess from this feeling. A good mess
Imisshim Home November 17, 2025 at 7:14 pm 0
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