With this feeling of insignificance. It keeps on being reveal just how much I don't matter to people. I can't take it anymore. Is there something just so royally wrong with me that people celebrate when I'm not around? That it feels good to talk badly about me? I know it's fucked up but I often wonder if they would care if I died. It feels like no one really would. And that crushes me. I don't know how to go a day without being upset. Im upset at work and at home and when im out...it's just bleeding out everywhere. Im so tired. I just want to not feel anything anymore. I just want to not exist anymore.
anonymousRelationships March 03, 2026 at 2:26 am00
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