With this feeling of insignificance. It keeps on being reveal just how much I don't matter to people. I can't take it anymore. Is there something just so royally wrong with me that people celebrate when I'm not around? That it feels good to talk badly about me? I know it's fucked up but I often wonder if they would care if I died. It feels like no one really would. And that crushes me. I don't know how to go a day without being upset. Im upset at work and at home and when im out...it's just bleeding out everywhere. Im so tired. I just want to not feel anything anymore. I just want to not exist anymore.
anonymousRelationships March 03, 2026 at 2:26 am00
People who talk badly about others are miserable. You sound like someone who cares about connections with others, that you simply don't seem to have at the moment. If people talk badly about you they probably won't care if you die but that doesn't mean no one will ever care. Even if it feels like it at the moment, you shouldn't feel bad people are bad. I think you should look for things to look forward to. Find something, anything you like and go from there maybe. Your life is yours. Please please take care of yourself. anonymous 2 weeks ago
This is a thing for me too. Sometimes, even though they say they don't, I feel like my friends hate me and talk behind my back. I feel like a bad friend for not trusting them, honestly, but I just feel like there's so many bad things to say about me. anonymous 2 weeks ago
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