weirdos who like me

so like. im not ugly im pretty sure. if anything ive had a few bfs and i keep myself clean.

i have had a lot of issues with my appearance tho. like ive been really unconfident and feeling ugly n shit a loooong time of my life. like other girls were bitches until i realized i had boobs and i could like,,, not b/feel ugly anymore? i started being more feminine and everything
but when i was self conscious i dated some boys that either left me for my prettier friends or cheated on me and it makes me feel terrible. like even now. my current bf is great and all but no matter what i feel like every man in my life, even my male friends want sex or something or flirt with me or use me for some bullshit, the SAME bullshit.

but its like... if men want me, i think they're weird. but if they don't want me, i think im ugly.
pls dont send any "op you're self-centered" comments or anything like that because im fully aware of how weird this is.... i commonly have mood swings, lol.

with my bf i found the perfect balance in a man and he treats me right and hes sweet and everything but i feel like im so empty. like im still so fucking hideous why are you dating me?? like ive grown with my boobs now so its not like they stand out anymore and even my ass is just okay, like theres nothing special about me. WHY me??? why do you even stay with me?? im starting to think hes a weirdo too and its gen killing me because i want him to stay but im wondering why he doesn't leave.

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babyangel Body February 11, 2025 at 1:57 pm 2 1