Was it SA?

So, I don’t know if this counts as S/A or not. We were laying on the couch (me and my ex) and I was laying on his chest. I guess my hands were close to his private area or whatever, so he just moved my hand to where he wanted it. I didn’t stop him, I let him do that, and I figured if it would make him happy I’d do it. So one thing leads to another and im basically giving him a handjob I guess? Which I thought would’ve been okay. But then I felt his hand on the back of my head and I felt my heart drop. He tries pushing it down and I tell him no. He tells me “come on” and keeps trying, I say no again and he says please and keeps trying and I say no and finally take my hand off of him and lean back, moving away. He apologized and stuff and said “your mouth feels better than your hands”, and after I apologized for not doing it. I don’t know if that counts as S/A or just some almost technically S/A. It was creepy, it made me feel uncomfortable with myself, almost disgusted. I said next time I’d do it for him, I don’t know why I said that. I don’t know anymore.

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anonymous Dating June 18, 2025 at 2:24 am 0 0