This job is fucking bullshit

We were supposed to get a bonus today. I got $0. All because I had 11 lates in the last year. But the caveat? They were all 1 minute late. To be clear, we have exactly 2 punch clocks and about 25 people that all start at the same time. I go out of my way every single day at this job. I go above and beyond. I train new employees without being paid for it. I provide IT support without being paid for it. I track all our daily task codes without being paid for it.
Fuck all of this. Fuck these people and this place. So fucking toxic.
I wish I could quit but I have to find another job first. But I’m fucking over it. If you’re going to treat me like a shitty employee, I will start acting like a shitty employee.

I legitimately wish I was dead. There isn’t a single part of my life that isn’t a fucking dumpster fire. Because I continuously let people take advantage of me. But all I feel is worthless. All I can do is hope that something takes me out. Because if I make the choice to end my life, then I’m the selfish bitch. But I don’t know how much longer I can continue.

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Mal Work October 31, 2025 at 8:38 am 0 0