The Prime Male Experience

I'm a soon to be 26 year old male.
Be patient with me because I have a lot to tell about how I got here and what happened throughout my life.
School years have been just me hoping to finally finish them, graduation was just a step to the unknown and nothing has ever gone right for a good amount of time. Nothing.
I quit my first job, got fired from the second and now about to be fired from my third. Had a girlfriend before but that only caused me to be hurt much longer than the actual relationship lasted. I find it hard to like women anymore as it just feels like I have no energy to love someone again.
All I want is a stable job and a happy family and the stress/anxiety of having to deal with issues constantly while having to lead a career that I do not like is making me so fucking angry all the time and I have no outlet for that anger. I just keep it in.
Talking no longer helps and doing my best to have hope seems hopeless ironically.
I just live trying scared of dealing with any more tomorrows. I feel like I have no way out and my self esteem is just beyond shit.

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anonymous Other March 17, 2025 at 6:12 pm 1 0