school is horrible and everyone is stupid

okay so ive genuinely never felt this feeling until now… like okay i dont know how else to explain it but i think that everyone in my class is just the biggest idiot on earth… except for me… i really do not get it

im on spring break right now so i dont have a good idea of this feeling at the moment but you know what i’m just gonna wing it

uh so when the year first started, and uh im new at this school.., im the new kid unfortunately uh, i tried to be like outgoing and nice because my thought was at the beginning of this school year i was gonna be like the well known kid but uh yeah i can’t really remember much of what happened but i got two friends-ish… one left mid year.. and we all stuck together for the most part

and it was only until that one friend left that i realized how alone i really was. like, i only have one friend in my grade, i spend my days alone and sad and my parents think everyone is my friend, and this one girl who everyone likes started, well, i don’t wanna say a rumor, but she started a rumor saying i was a bad person

im not even sure what i did to her but every time i interact with her she like lowkey fakes being nice but ok i guess suit yourself

also, i sometimes want to believe that im on some weird scientific social experiment because the things people say at this school is just ridiculous

so i go to a christian school, i know, and i’m a closeted athiest if thats a term, like, i havent really told anyone im an athiest, because im afraid of being berated, also because i have no one to talk to about it
and my bible teacher specifically says the most ridiculous most stupid things ever. im a punk who, in all honesty, is very anger-prone to people who go out of their way to preach hate towards minority groups.

he’s pretty much endorsed the republican party, which, at my school, you are not allowed to do that at all and i know if i tell someone about it nothing is gonna be done because everyone just LOVES this guy, he calls anything bad “gay”, he goes out of his way to say that gay people are satanic and demonic, yet preaches to love everyone as you would yourself, literally tells my class that people who are muslim are all pretty much evil, he belittles women, and believes he is “oppressed” by society by being, his words not mine, “a white, heterosexual male” which is literally kind of the exact opposite of oppressed, if you ask me.

and everyone just… seems to have NO problem with this guy, forcing his opinions on these children by calling one group of people evil, or demonic. which, then implies to kids that if you interact or have a friendship or connection with the people that my bible teacher hates, you have sinned in the eyes of the universe wizard… and these kids are all just like, ZOMBIES… they all just nod their heads in agreement, and i have to act like i agree, too. but i’m not doing a very good job with that, and i don’t mind that at all

it makes me so mad. now that i know that every single kid in my class (except my one and only friend because i literally had to educate her on what is going on in the world because her parents shelter her) believes this kind of shit, this awful, horrible shit, it makes me lose all faith in the world.

now, because i’m constantly surrounded by people who are literally being programmed to think this way, i’m starting to think EVERYONE thinks the way my classmates, my teachers, do. even though i see so many people protesting on the streets, so many people fighting to keep our rights, the country we fought for, hoping to keep peace and freedom, i still feel like nobody cares. because of THAT, i’ve started to think that everyone. every single person in my class, is a complete, empathy lacking, self absorbent, smooth brained, pathetic, hypocritical fuckwipe

i hope i never see any of these people again when i finally, FINALLY get out of this school.

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anonymous School April 05, 2026 at 9:40 pm 0 0