Psy

Ive been constantly trying to be a nicer person and be more understanding towards people instead of how I wouldve acted in the past such as being completely straight forward in an asshole way. Lately Ive been also noticing that its getting increasingly difficult each day to hold myself back from getting violent or lashing out at things or people. Im finding out that my short fuse is coming back and its also due to the fact that I mentally think of myself as a pussy. Ive been unconsciously telling myself that im weak and that myself from the past wouldnt let shit like this slide. Yet every day that im not an asshole I take more and more disrespect to my face. Ive been trying to be the bigger person by taking a step back to de-escalate a ton of my recent situations. I feel like crashing out almost everyday and im not too sure if its because Ive been overstimulated more often or some other reason. My last resort currently is to start working out to not only distract me but to treat it as a way to push me out of the mindset of being useless.

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anonymous Body November 11, 2025 at 12:00 am 0 0