Parents are stupid

Lemme just start off by saying I fucking hate my family, and my life. As a child, both of my parents were in a constant war, divorce, and they both didn’t act mature for their age. My mother, would constantly dress me how she wanted to, not let me have my own opinions, pointed out that many kids were better than me for my age, and I was constantly taught to keep my mouth shut and believe that “mother is always right”. Here’s an example, I was staying at my friend’s house for the night, we were super excited about it. My mother and my friends mother were speaking in the kitchen, however, my friend forgot to do this one chore before I stopped by, as she was doing it quickly my mother whispered in my ear “look at how much chores she does for her age. And what do you do hm? NOTHING” Y’know if I had the tits back then, I’d look directly at her and say, “Yeah, and whose fault was that? You don’t teach me shit mom, and constantly do things for me!” But no, I simply nodded and kept my mouth shut. I’m almost 19 and still in high school. I struggled with school so I went back a grade, one of the things my mother finds me a failure for. Y’know, she acts like she’s the nicest woman towards everyone, constantly worrying about their issues, has to know about the drama, and yet when I’m going through something she simply says “do you seriously have to be so negative?!”
No wonder I stay in my room. Not like my Step dad will listen because she’s got him wrapped around her finger. I’m on my own. Haven’t seen dad in years, speaking of dad, he’s a lazy piece of shit. Lived with his parents till he was in his 50’s. Too busy playing video games and watching football to help his elderly mother with the dishes. He was a mama’s boy. After being a pedo towards me as a kid and witnessing his anger issues around me, like slapping me in the face when I tried to stick up for myself, she STILL has the audacity to say “oh he’d never do such a thing!” Thank god she’s dead, hope she understands that her son is a fucking mad man. Also, he kinda abandoned me, yea, chose his girlfriend over me and lives in a trailer park. My dad’s side of the family hates me too, whatever lies he told them about me I don’t fucking care anymore. I wish I could write everything down but I think y'all get the idea, my family sucks, and I’m still struggling to speak up to my mother and tell her my opinions, but I can’t, it’ll just end up with drama. Mothers always right, I just gotta deal with her bullshit till I move out.

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Eva Home December 30, 2024 at 10:47 pm 2 0