my shitty life

okay so umm, my uni just started a few weeks ago, and the transition from school to college is kinda big, and things started hitting me recently (work load, travelling and distance issues, etc etc). relationship between me and my mom has never been tooo good but okayish to begin with, i love her with my whole heart, we don't argue everyday or something, but whenever we do it's because our opinions and views on things are very different, but during those arguments she says such harsh words which rips my soul, i feel like shredding myself to pieces, i know she loves me but she's also very disappointed in me, (she wanted me to go to medical school and i chose business, that's where this whole grudges thing started ig, idk tbh?) it's hurting me, i isolate myself when things get too much for me, i don't talk, and that's pissing her off, she's blaming me, calls me egoistic and self centred all the time for not talking to her, she feels like I'm being a spoiled brat throwing tantrums, and oh lord the character assassination i face in my own household is laughable, it hurts but I'm kinda used to it? idk how to fix things between us, it keeps getting worse, i feel so shitty rn. but hey, if you took your time to read my sob story, i hope you've a good day!

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quirky chicken Home December 02, 2022 at 9:06 am 1 0