my parents hate my guts

i can tell. i can tell very easily. fuck their stupid pep talks and fuck their stupid shit. it's clear that they don't like me, i can see it in their facial expressions and hear it in their voices. i have never in my life encountered an even remotely similar level of disrespect from anyone, especially not a family member, and i have been called slurs. i get it. I'm behind on my work and i am not taking care of myself the best that i can but can you PLEASE just let me be and do my work on my own? nope! let's make life even more stressful and hard for you! lemme put a little bit of perspective in here, whenever i tell my parents that i love them, my dad responds normally, most of the time, yet my mom ALWAYS responds in this idiotic, clearly fake, half-assed "i love you too". you'd know if you'd heard it, it's the most fake, half-assed string of words I've ever heard. it's as if she thinks i am stupid and cannot differentiate real "i love you" between fake "i love you". maybe they think my autism and adhd are stronger than they actually are? i don't know. only thing I know is that they won't fuck off and leave me be. i know next to nothing about parenting, and i know FULL FUCKING WELL that I would be a ten-times-better parent than them. why? BECAUSE I'D ACTUALLY LOVE MY FUCKING KIDS, AND ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT THEM. AND I DON'T EVEN LIKE KIDS. Fuck this shit and fuck my parents, man. Hate this family

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Ian Home April 14, 2025 at 10:03 pm 0 0