when will i die fuck,. jeez. everyday is so quick but if you merge all the days coming and past it all feels so painfully slow. i dont feel anything out of life anymore like or i did when i was a kid. its numb. what a boring life to be born into. if i could describe it. hell is the only word that comes to mind. no one deserves this. not even music sparks a joy anymore. only thing that numbs the numb pain that feels like pain in my brain everyday is getting drunk. and no i still feel like shit in there when im not hungover. its like i have this brain disease where my brain is degrading itself. same with my energy. atleast i dont feel like complete shit when im drunk though. this life is painful slow death. maybe if i wasn't such an ass as a kid god would have given me a miracle or killed me by now. anyone else feel the same way? i wish i didnt have so many good memories to compare to how it is now. maybe it would be better if i didnt know what good felt like. then things wouldnt feel so shitty.
anonymousOther October 08, 2019 at 10:19 pm11
Sounds like it's about a girl. Yeah, I just reread your comment... Definitely about a girl. anonymous 5 years ago
Life is a slow painful death when you are in your sixties or seventies if you're really unlucky. Trust me on this. You have your entire life in front of you, but someday you won't. Gravity kills. Move on. It will get better. añoñymous 5 years ago
What the fuck does gravity have to do with anything? It's obviously about a girl, didn't you read the dude's comment? He can't move on because it's about a girl. anonymous 5 years ago
He can't move on because of a girl?! Well, let me shed a tear for that... the most catastrophic thing that ever happened to anyone on planet Earth! That certainly must be worse than other slow moving deaths like Lou Gehrigs Disease, leukemia and other forms of cancer. anonymous 5 years ago
^ Agreed. Slow and painful death over a girl? I'll have to tell my mother who is dying in agony from cancer she has nothing on this wussy boy who has a complete meltdown over losing a girlfriend. Dave 5 years ago
Slow and painful death death from a broken heart?! LOL! anonymous 5 years ago
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