My dwarf girlfriend wants to be a porn star

Please don't laugh at my situation, I know it sounds "funny" but it's not. My girlfriend Eve of five years whom I've known for six-seven years has dwarfism, she stands at 131 centimeters tall but that has not stopped me from loving her to bits. I'm 170 centimeters and on paper I'm qualified as her helper. We are both 27 years old we both have met each other's families and we live together so we are pretty close. I've thought of marrying her and having children with her for years but I've never brought it up to her until last year in September. Now I have done my fair search of reacher on women with dwarfism can give birth and the answer is yes but they're still a high chance of infertility and dying during childbirth. Now she has never really talked about her having periods with me and I should've taken that as my first sign.
When I told her we were on our way to the grocery store and in the car I randomly asked her if she was willing to marry me one day and even have kids with me, Eve just stared out the window and she was quiet. I got really worried when she didn't respond. She just stared back at me and scolded me for being so "rude" and "offensive". She claimed that she had told me before that she was infertile and she didn't wanna get married because she wants to feel free. When I heard the word infertile coming out of her mouth it crushed me and I knew she was lying because she had never told me that. When we arrived at the grocery store she insisted that I could stay in the car but I still went with her. When I helped her with getting the stuff she always rolled her eyes.

Since then things have never been the same we still talk a lot but the "spark" is gone after five years. I've been very depressed and I started smoking again without her knowing but I've kind of snapped out of it and I got better but that didn't last for long.

She came and told me about the idea of her being a fucking porn star...she said that she has been watching this one porn star called Tiny Texie and that she wanted to be like her and her name to be "Little Eve and the tall Adam's" I WANT TO PUKE WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT. After she said that we started fighting. I started yelling at her and blaming her for my depression and how disgusting she was for even thinking about it, she claimed that she was a free person and she just asked me to be nice and that my opinion never mattered. I got so mad I threw all of her stuff out of the balcony and told her to get the fuck out of my house. I've been dealing with her shit and financially and emotionally supporting her and not getting anything back for it just for her to do this to me. She always says she doesn't like sex but now she wants to be a porn star, she can't even satisfy me one bit why the hell would she go around fucking other people. Two weeks have passed since and we haven't talked at all. I've been keeping everything inside of me but I just needed to let it out. What the fuck do I do with her.

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matt Relationships January 20, 2024 at 6:58 am 0 0