Literally the complete opposite of y n

So I had a crush on this guy (J) for like a year. I met J October of 2021 and liked him the whole way through, up until recently (kinda idk). The problem at the start was that I didn't know if he was into guys or not. I assumed not at first because he had a girlfriend when I first met him so my hop was pretty low at the time. Then, they broke up and we became closer friends and he was kind of a part of my friend group at that point. He got another girlfriend a couple months later which was annoying because that girl is a whole other story. They broke up not many weeks after they were together, I'd say it was about a month. Anyways, they broke up and me and J's personal friendship outside of the group was growing(?). We hung out one on one for the first time and it was like the best night ever. We went downtown that night and walked around. He showed me a way to get on the roof of a little shoe shop and we just sat there and ate goldfish. We stayed out until we got tired (around 12am) and walked home. He lives close I guess but it's still like a 20 min walk, my house was past his. He walked me all the way to my house because it was dark and then walked home from there. I was so happy about it I bragged to all of my friends. They were all convinced he liked me. We had a bunch of those moments after where it seemed like something would happen. I was so sure and everyone else was too. There was a time where we went to one of my friends birthday party and he was just really caring and stuff that even my friend's mom thought he liked me. Nothing happened and it was just so irritating and I didn't understand what was going on. He knew that I liked him and never really said anything about what he though of it. I eventually had a conversation with him talking about how I felt and if anything was going to happen. He said he doesn't think he likes guys. NOW him and one of my girl best friends are talking and about to date. she knew I liked him, I gave my approval because she asked and It's not my place to stop people from liking each other and as long as J is happy I support him always. It just sucks because it felt like it was leading to something and then it just didn't. I kinda hate him a little for everything that happened the appreciation I have for him overpowers that :/

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anonymous Relationships January 24, 2023 at 8:25 pm 0 0