lab assistant

i was crying so much, in the library, trying not to be so noisy that people will be looking. but feeling better now.

do people even know how much of their talks carry weight? you could be saying a harmless joke or so-savage banter and i could be crying over it for weeks. your talk hurts, it goes beyond to me thinking "am i even worthy of this degree" and thinking im the must dumb, non functional, failure, degenerate, and a pathetic loser who certainly does not deserve any chance, any opportunity to be better, to excel in what i do. do you even know how much of my passion you have killed in just a few minutes? all that face gestures, soo looking down on me. what are you? JUST A LAB ASSISTANT. JUST HAPPEN TO BE HANDLING THOSE INSTRUMENT. NOT EVEN MY SV, WHOSE HAVE DR TITLE, EVER TALK DOWN TO ME LIKE THAT. you could be handling a few expensive instrument and think everyone is lesser than you, especially these undergraduate students. i srsly dont get it. SUMPAH KEREK NAK MAMPUS. couldve just been nicer, dont you? so arrogant and for what. haih sabar jak la.

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anonymous School May 08, 2024 at 10:27 pm 0 0