just feeling kinda of down recently

Recently I have really been struggling no friendship and school work. I am not sure if there is something wrong with me or people really just don't want to talk to me. I have a few best friends in the past where I was comfortable sharing thoughts and feeling to. However, each one of them left me, and now I am here alone. It is a bit confusing, but the last few best friends I had was of the opposite gender. The most recent one I would rant to them daily and it really felt like a safe space. The other person would flirt at me but obviously I was quite hesitant because I don't want to loose this friendship due to feelings. However, they were quite persistent and being the people pleaser I am, I gave in. Long story short I caught feeling, but they went off and got with someone else. I honestly can't blame them because our friendship was purely online and there wasn't a chance for us to meet. I did the most logical thing I could think of and deleted the communication app, putting distance between us.

I will still friends with my former best friend, but now I feel so lonely and I just want to talk to someone. But when I send messages to them, they just react to my messages that's it. Its a very clear sign that they don't want to talk.

I still think I am super immature emotionally as I get attached too easily. I am so emotionally drained and I have so much content to catch up with my school work. I really don't know if I should keep trying to talk to them at this point, or accept that no one wants to talk to me. What should I do?

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Steorra Friends March 20, 2025 at 8:11 am 1 1