It is okay I am fine

It is okay. I am fine. My mom set me up for dates with 2 more guys. I do not think they will work out, but I will talk to them to see how it goes because I do not want to break my mom's heart.

I have come to the realization that it is okay if I do not get married or have kids. I am not really fond of having to babysit and take care of kids all the time. I hate changing potty diapers for babies. I have had neighborhood moms leave their toddlers with me in the past while they finish their cooking and cleaning. I was only 9 years old babysitting a 1 or 2 year old. It is not fun. They are cute, but that is about it. I do not want children. My parents want grandchildren.

As I keep coding my personal projects, I realized that I am more interested in coding than pursuing a relationship. I would rather code than talk to the boy my mom set me up with. He some diamond or ruby or emerald polisher and jeweler. I do not picture him having deep intellectual discussions that provoke analytical thinking. I like learning more than socializing. I am more passionate about perfecting my craft. I do give a damn anymore about these boys.

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Susan Dating August 10, 2025 at 1:36 pm 0 0