im not over him

ok so like. this guy. we talked like 3 months ago. im still not over him. i see him everyday at school and i cant get over him. like today it hit hard. i tried getting over him by doing the no contact rule and just stopped texting him for like 2 weeks. i texted him back two days ago and we had a very short convo. but now i cant stop thinking about him and our old conversations. i remember that we used to call and i really want him to call me right now. i want to ft him and everything and its really unhealthy. i know this bc every single time i try to text him again, i end falling harder. and then every single time i cant let him go. i know that he doesnt actually like me. but i keeping thinking that maybe he does. i see him looking at me and my friends are literally so done with me and lwk im done with me too. my friend is telling me to not even think about facetiming him but i really want to. he was so fun to be around but i know hes like a red flag. i just want tot ext him and ask him if he wants to call. but i shouldnt.
ok i know i seem like a fucking pick me but stfu idgaf ok. like this needs to get off my chest atp.

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anonymous Crushes April 24, 2024 at 7:53 pm 0 0