im literally stuck

im literally stuck in the effing countryside cant afford shit all to go to london to go abroad to go kill myself in america id have to swim and drown but i cant even get to the effing channel to swim and then drown. fuck my actual life my life can go fuck itself im over this shite, i want to die but dont want to go to hospital or a morgue. i just almost want my body to vanish and never be found cause otherwise theyd just have to plant me in a cemetry or whatever else i dont even want a name plaque cause im ashamed of the way society has turned out. dont want nothing to do with it no more but i cant do anything about it anyway cause it all requires fucking money a bit of plastic numbers to get to somewhere to do it.

maybe one day if im out and about i will randomly get hit by a car and die from severe injuries.

i could drown in the canal but its dirty as fuck like i want somewhere pretty decent to off myself and to make sure it can never be detected nor seen by anyone thus the thames is out of question as well.

also the capatcha code can go to hell

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no one Other April 30, 2024 at 12:59 pm 0 0