i was such a douchebag to my boyfriend earlier

He taught me how to ride a bike, and I got upset. His attitude as he taught me wasn't the reason why I got upset. Tbh, he was a calm teacher and motivated me. The reason why I got upset was because of his tone. It's a me-problem. I tend to conclude people's attitude towards me based on their tone and earlier as I kept hearing the way he talks to me, I can't help but think that he was mad at me for not learning too fast. I asked to make a stop multiple times because the bicycle seat is bruising my ass and inner thighs and my period also just started that's why I was feeling some pain in my lower abdomen and light cramps on my back. And those physical strains clearly didn't help me have a smooth learning experience. My emotions were in shambles and I was overthinking everything. I was already in the process of mastering the things he instructed me to do and all I needed was a bit of quiet and time to focus on MY thing. I don't know why I didn't tell him that to make him aware of that. I guess that's another mistake I made. I was screaming during learning because I kept being wobbly, that's why I couldn't help but also scream in response to tell him to shush whenever he tells me the basics again and again. We encountered his friends again (there were 6 of us that rented the bikes) and I told them that I don't like the way my boyfriend taught me because of his tone. I'm such a douchebag. I never even thanked him for teaching me voluntarily in person. I never even told him to take care nor gave him a kiss goodbye when he called a jeep for me (it's a public vehicle here in the Philippines). I did apologize, tho I didn't get a response from him earlier before we went our separate ways. He's still upset with me that his message was a long explanation as to how I was so disrespectful earlier and that his day was ruined because I was an ungrateful brat (not exactly what he said, this is just rephrasing, there was no use of profanities). I don't even know if his back in his house safely. I am so worried about him and I have no clue on what I should do atm nor what I should say to make him less upset with everything I did today. Plus, my ass is in so much pain because of that bike seat T-T

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Rich Relationships February 07, 2026 at 6:54 am 0 1