I need some help please someone give your advise

i am so stressed about literally everything, and it isn't even stress, it's anxiety, depression, everything is affecting me right now. There are so many assessments that I am not on top of and they are taking over me and my family is a pain in my ass. My mum is so rude lately, blaming everything on me, not letting me see my grandparents, and making me so angry. She keeps on telling me to shut up whenever I want to talk so what is the point of trying anymore? she makes bets on how long I'm going to talk about a certain subject for and if I would complain and it is so annoying cause all I am to her and my brother is a game. she also keeps on diagnosing me with things like I cant sit still cause I'm stressed and nervous to be around her and she is like "oh, do you have ADHD or something cause you should stop that!" ugh. I can't win with anything. She has taken away my phone as well, just because I took something from my brother, as he was the one who took something of mine. You know, you trade back. But she didn't have that and got so mad at me and started threatening me and blackmailing me. help. I'm so sad and unmotivated to do anything, and what am I supposed to do with my assessments if my head isn't in the right place? Another thing, my mum constantly says that whatever I am doing is bad. like I'm talking about my assessment and saying how stressed I am and she blames me for being my fault I hadn't done it sooner (which I couldn't have cause I didn't learnt half the stuff till this week) and says that my ideas are shit and she isn't going to help me because I'm so stupid. Then she goes and says that I'm doing well, after she proceeds to scream at me for not being good enough. Like what is it? There are so many double standards to her, but my brothers can do whatever, and if they do something wrong, then it is my fault, cause I set an example, and it's my fault that they did that, cause I have thought about doing it once.

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Ashleigh Home June 14, 2025 at 5:21 am 0 0