I'm so tired :(

I'm so exhausted, in every possible way. i don't know, i feel like this when things don't go in my way. i keep cutting my wrist and i couldn't stop. there's not a day that I don't cut my wrist. my so-called friends betrayed me, they've been avoiding me just because i made 1 small mistake. they didn't even confronted me about it, they chose to ignore me and forget my whole existence. so i mirrored how they have been treating me. they're not my loss after all. but i feel kinda sad about it. my boyfriend isn't even helping.

everything is a mess. my family, my relationship with my boyfriend, friends, school, academics. everything. I'm so tired:(.


i don't even know if i wanna continue or just.. stop. right here and then. wala akong marantan, KAHIT parents ko, I'm sure they'll invalidate my feelings just because it's normal for a teenager to feel this way. my kuya’s always mad at me, I don't know why. wala na akong nagawang tama sa paningin n'ya. pahinga ko cellphone syaka tulog, puta, kahit saan pagod ako. nisimpleng bagay iniiyakan ko. ano na january? may mas w-worse pa ba? pagod na pagod na ako.

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irish nicole. Home January 30, 2025 at 6:17 am 2 0