I'm just MAD

I'm so mad at my dad, he literally makes me stiffen up and just drains my energy and also my friends boyfriend is a freaking idiot, he literally ghosted her for like 3 days when they had a movie project to work on, and then he goes and shows ALL his little friends the video (not a video like THAT) but he refused to show his part to her (they were supposed to get together but he didn't want to do that so they did it separately, even though the ONLY reason that she wanted to do this was to do something with him cause he never wants to do anything and I just fricking hate this kid in general, like idk if you have a PROBLEM with my BESTIE, but that's my wife, so you better not hurt her. This is also the first relationship that she's had for this long, she usually gets bored cause they don't talk, but this guy she just sees something in him and I really have NOOOO idea what, and he has this crazy idea that he's better than me, like buddy idk about you but my bf calls me hot and beautiful and buys me flowers, and we talk ALL the time, we've been together for like almost a year!!!!!!!!!!!! Plus, my friends love the CRAP outta me, sorry that your friends are stupid little idiots, but get over it already and tell your gf you love her. like she has put SOOOO much time and energy into this, do NOTTT break her heart, and lemme tell you that I've been wanting to punch someone, like just been CRAVING it, and I just got this whole set of rings in, how does 2 per finger sound? I WILL TEAR OUT HIS HEART AND GIVE IT TO HIS GF SINCE APPARENTLY HE DOESN'T GIVE PEOPLE HIS HEART. Anyways, my dad's been like a complete and total idiot to my whole family and like my friends parents tell her that she's fat, and her mom said that she's mad that the abortion didn't work and she can still tell them things, while I sit in my room and silent cry since we're not allowed to show emotion in this house apparently. Ya'know, my dad has never actually told me that he loves me if he doesn't mean it kinda as a joke. Lemme tell ya what THAT does to my mental health, not to mention my self esteem, like I get so anxious because of how many times he's told me that I don't look good in something, and whenever anyone compliments me, I automatically think they're joking, or that they're just saying it cause they feel like they have to. I also don't know how to comfort someone cause no one's ever comforted me. Oh, you're crying? Suck it up others have it worse than you.

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