i have no idea what im doing and i m angry on myse

alr so its my frist time writing a rant on a website lol. im so stupid and dumb like i just get angry on myseld. like my family isnt financially stable and i knew it since i was a kid. instead of studying hard and getting good marks and geting scholarship, i chose to be lazy and stupid. ok so i wanna study law. like i took this decision very late . im giving an entrance exam and like i just realised... fuvk i got less marks in 10th and my 12th exams went bad. ok so in my country there is an exam called BOARD exams its kinda important i guess? im not sure anyway. so in my 10th board exams i got 76% and in 12th even if i get below 60 i wouldnt be surprised. l i had total 6 subjevts for board exam. 3 of em went really well but the other 3 were the WORSR. no the exam was easy its just im lazy and i hate the fact that i didnt study hard enough. i kinda regret it but tbh if i just cry about it nothing would happen. AND IM SELF AWARE THAT IM STUPID ASF. so yea im just confused asf like every night i think will i get nice colleges? will i ever be financillly stable? i have so many things to rant bout but since its my first time wiritng a rant ill just keep it short lol. also yea ik i made many typos ITS SO TOUGH TO WRITE ON A LAPTOP

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cheese School April 19, 2024 at 3:54 am 0 1