I hate my life.

I can't deal with this anymore! i hate my life! My auntie always tells me to do things all at once and i can't do them all at the same time so she yells at me! i'm not a super human! All of this contributes to my self hate because i yell at her and always fucking break down! then all of this gets me thinking that i'm never even anyone's favorite. there's always someone better than me and i can't handle it. this is when i'm at my lowest and fucking wanna die because i hate that i hate myself! am i selfish? am i really as kind as people say? can i keep up this facade of being happy and unbothered anymore? why do i feel this way? i'm just tired. why is life so hard? i can't live like this. i want to live but i also don't want to at the same time because i can't feel anything anymore. does any of this make sense? i don't even know myself. why does no one know what it's like to feel like i do? everyone always says that i'm overreacting but am i really?

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Kaida Home March 27, 2025 at 3:59 am 0 0