I HATE MY FAMILY

I don't live with my parents. They are not together anymore. My mom is in another country, working hard for money. My dad, far away from here. I live with, my grandma, grandpa and my 2 siblings.

I have a problem with all of them.

My younger brother is such a disgusting little boy. He is also uhh how do I explain it? He has anger issues. He gets mad even though he is in the wrong. He explodes. He refuses change. He is also disgusting. He pees in the toilet and forgets to flush it, ALWAYS. Even his poo, he ALWAYS forgets to flush it. so fucking disgusting. I know that he's aware of what he's doing, he just refuses to change, to be better.

My grandpa, he is also one disgusting person. He is old, I know. He has stroke, his left body was paralyzed but the rest, still working. I don't have much problem with him, but his curiosity is just AUGH. My room doesn't have a door, I only have curtains. That also, part of my fucking problem. I don't have privacy, they constantly peek on me when they're bored. And, they sometimes accidentally sees me naked when I'm getting dressed. ITS ANNOYING. My grandpa, every chance he gets, he peeks at me. And I feel more disgusted because I know what kind of person he is. He is just like any other men, Porn addict.

and why do they do that anyway? why peek at me when bored??? what is their problem??

Most of all, my grandma, she shouts contantly. And she is verbally and mentally abusive. I don't even think she speaks anymore, she just screams. she's always angry, and she wouldn't leave people alone. She gossips about other people and so proud of it. She talks bad about her own family, neighbors, and friends. She voluntarily does all the house chores and then get mad at us because "we're not helping". when we do help, she tells us to go do something else cause she's got it. She tells our neighbors that we don't know how to do house chores. WE DOKNOW. WE DO> WE DO WE DO WE DO. she doesn't let us do. WE CAN BUT SHE WONT LET US.

I always wanted to leave this house, my mother knows this, everyone knows this. But they won't do anything about it. There's no morning that I don't hear screams of anger that shouldn't be there. My grandma is filled with hurtful words and she takes it out on us. She hates us and compares us to our cousin, and other children. I have tried to run away a multiple times, I also told my mother this problem, but she only says that "we should endure", "we cant do anything about it" I'm tired I'm freaking tired. If only i didnt have dreams and goals, I would be dead by now. ugh.

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