i fucking hate people

i just can't get a fucking job whilst people that are way more underqualified than me are able to. it's simply not fair and i'm about to shoot myself in the fucking head and mouth at the same fucking time with two fucking guns using a clever mechanism that allows me to shoot the 2nd gun using my fucking toes. i'm fucking sick of this shit. also i'm taking a gap year and i have to stay at home with my narcissistic piece of shit dumb mother and her fucking cuck scrawny boyfriend i want to shoot em up both i'm fucking sick of this shit. I don't know how long I'm willing to take it for. I used to be such a great fucking athlete with great prospects and I had everything figured out, but life has been kicking me, or better said, mauling, violently raping me in the fucking butthole for the past 12 months or so. i'm fucking sick and tired of this fucking crap and i have no way to get out of this fucking hole. i've also got a torn meniscus and need to get a sleep study done and i have literally 0 bucks left. my shit ass mother won't lend me any fucking money and i'm not going to work at fucking mcdonalds or some bullshit because i'll probably start shooting up every fat motherfucker that attends that shitty fucking place. how the fuck can anybody that has some form of self respect even consider eating there. it's mind fucking boggling i fucking hate everybody i wish everybody had cancer and collapsed right fucking now. i fucking hate you all, **** and i'm either going to shoot myself up or plan a killing spree.fuck.you.all

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kerouac Work June 05, 2025 at 11:07 am 0 0