I FUCKING HATE MY PARENTS

I'm honestly fucking done with my mum. every conversation we have turns into a fight. SHE DOESNT UNDERSTAND ME. THE AMOUNT OF TIMES I TRY AND TALK TO HER AND SHE DOESNT FUCKING LISTEN SHE MAKES IT INTO THIS WHOLE OTHER THING ABOUT HOW IM LAZY AND NEED TO DO BETTER. SHES JUST SO RUDE FOR NO REASON. MY PARENTS THINK I SHOULD MOVE TO A PUBLIC SCHOOL BECAUSE IM GETTING C'S IN MATH, SCIENCE, AND ENGLISH. I HAVE NEVER EVER FAILED A SUBJECT AND I TRY MY HARDEST TO STUDY BUT PROCRASTINATION IS A THING. YET MY SISTER FAILED A SUBJECT AND THEY DONT CONSIDER TAKING HER TO A FUCKING PRIVATE SCHOOL. IT IS CLEAR FAVOURITISM AND IM NOT HEARING ANYONE ELSE OUT SAYING ITS NOT BECAUSE IT IS. IVE ALWAYS BEEN THE DISSAPPOINTMENT AND MY PARENTS HAVE ALWAYS FELT ASHAMED OF HAVING ME AS THEIR DAUGHTER ESPECIALLY MY MUM. I HATE HOW RUDE THEY HAVE TO BE. THEY ALWAYS BRING ME DOWN TALKING ABOUT MY STUDIES AND MY GRADES AND MY ATTITUDE LIKE SHUT THE ACTUAL FUCK UP STOP BLAMING ME FOR THIS SHIT BLAME IT ON YOURSELVES HAVE YOU EVER ONCE THOUGHT THAT MAYBE IM SO UPSET SO ANNOYED SO FUCKING STRESSED BECAUSE OF YOU AVE YOU EVER REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT THAT EVER. NO OFCOURSE YOU HAVENT YOURE TOO DUMB TO EVEN NOTICE. THE AMOUNT OF TIMES IVE WISHED I HAD A CLOSE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS AND THE AMOUNT OF TIMES IVE WISHED I HAD A BETTER LIFE IS UNEXPLAINABLE. THEY TOOK MY PHONE BECAUSE THEY COULDNT TRUST ME. HAVE YOU EVER STOPPED TO THINK THAT THE THINGS THAT I DID WAS BECAUSE YOU NEVER LET ME DO IT. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT THE MORE YOU TAKE MY PHONE THE MORE I LIE THE MORE I HIDE. I HAVENT HAD A PHONE FOR 2 FUCKING YEARS BECAUSE I APPARENTLY CANT BE TRUSTED. THAT WAS ALMOST 2 YEARS AGO IVE CHANGED IM SOMEONE ELSE IM RESPONSIBLE IM DIFFERENT IM MORE MATURE YOU CANNOT JUST TELL ME TO MY FACE THAT IM IRRESPONSIBLE BECAUSE THATS BULLSHIT. I FUCKING HATE THAT THEY HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS. ALL I WANT TO DO IS LIVE A GOOD FUCKING TEENAGE LIFE. MY CHILDHOOD WAS STOLEN FROM THEM. I WAS NEVER ABLE TO HAVE SLEEPOVERS AND I BARELY HUNG OUT WITH FRIENDS ONLY AT BDAY PARTIES. THEY NEVER LET ME DO ANYTHING. NOW IN HIGH SCHOOL IM STILL NOT ALLOWED TO TAKE FUCKING PUBLIC TRANSPORT AND HANGOUT WITH FRIENDS WITHOUT THEIR PARENTS FUCKING PERMISSION. IM NOT ALLOWED TO EXPERIMENT WITH ANYTHING NOT EVEN TRY A SIP OF ALCOHOL AT A FUCKING PARTY. I FUCKING HATE THEM SO MUCH.

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alice Other November 18, 2022 at 3:33 am 3 0