I feel unvalued

I feel so unvalued in my life. I have a full family, good amount of friends, and a girlfriend who says she loves me, but i still feel so unvalued. I feel like even if i am liked or even loved it isnt that much. I feel like no one reaches out, my friends are friends to me but i cant remember the last time someone texted or hit me up to see each other. I get back home on tuesday and my girlfriend made plans with others that day knowing i finally get back then. And she got mad when i felt like it was wrong to not think about me coming back at all and just make plans knowing she wont see me for 2-3 months after the week. Ive dated multiple girls and each of them act the same, i feel like im not of value to anyone in my life. My needs arent important to anyone and ive come to the realization that im not supposed to want anything. I also feel like a bitch being upset about shit like this but when am i supposed to be truly happy. It feels like im constsntly stressing about something, or feeling like shit cause of something else. I really just want to see if i could leave everyone. I wish i had the money to just leave the life im living behind and to forget about it.

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anonymous Relationships May 09, 2024 at 2:21 am 0 0