Honesty

I'm 30F, and i want to be honest.

I am sick of everything in my life. A husband that barely kisses me and job that is pulling left, right and center because they don't know what to put me because I do everything.

Lets start with work. I am constantly being "asked" told what I need to do by multiple people in management. 1 wants me to run the warehouse, one on shop floor and another wanting me to spy and report back to him with what everyone is saying about him.
I just want to go into work and do my job and come home to my son. But when I go into work, (because the delivery team and the floor tam listen to me over their managers and supervisors) I am told I need to get 20+ things done in a four hour shift. If you can't tell. I work in retail. This past week alone I have worked more than the mangers have, I have replied to their emails, made sure that the delivery was worked on that day, The back stock worked on days we haven't had a delivery. The till are manned at all times.
I need a break. I have my first day booked off in 5 month. And its a single day. I'm in at 6am the day after so I can't exactly go nuts ands have to go to bed early the night of my day off.
I'm sick of everyone relying on me to get shit done, and it not being enough. I slog my bollocks off day in, day out and it's not enough.
People spread shit about me fucking my Manager in the office and that my child isn't my husbands. And I've had enough. I want to put in for a transfer but the closest store is 30 minutes drive away and I don't drive. I walk everywhere I can!

Husband:
I don't know what happened. With the rumors at work he knows their BS. Someone form work (my old supervisor) called him telling him I was in the office sucking the managers dick while they were one the phone to him. I was sat on the sofa next to him.
The past few moths our sex drive has hit a wall. I try starting things with him for him to stop me and tell me he's tired and needs to sleep. For him then to pissing himself laughing and a message he go on discord and to be messaging this person for 3 hour after the first message.
Our lips barely touch when he kisses me. Tonight I didn't even feel them against my lips.
If i won't give him a blow job he's in a mood for days on end and barely speaks to me. Yet he has never once licked me and I can count on one hand the amount of times he's touched my clit.
I've tried dressing up, asking him if there's anything he wants me to do for him but 90% of the time I get a grunt and him turning over and acting if I'm not there.

I honestly want to walk out of the door and not look back. If I didn't have a child with him I would have done it years ago

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Honesty Other May 25, 2025 at 8:39 pm 0 0