going bananas

i have a crush on this hot guy in my class. i fantasized about tongue kissing him so many times in the past three days lol. i’m trying everything in my efforts to calm down but i think its my hormones making me extremely horny or something. my heart pounds & thinking about him and a certain time in class he said something and we made eye contact & he looked so fucking beautiful in the light from the sun coming thru the door. i literally had to run away from him lmao. i had to bolt out of class and go go go like i pulled out of the parking lot and was like cussing and mumbling bc he makes my body go up in flames lmao. idk if it’s him or just being around a hot guy like him. and i don’t think he’s attracted to me so at least that calms me a little bit. im sure once my hormones calm down ill be back to normal so i just want to stop thinking about him bc its kinda weird. my whole body is just sensitive rn. i imagined him showing me the inside of his car & we start to make out & my body just explodes with hot lava inside lol. i feel like a crazy ass weirdo. i just want to let it out bc it’s haunting me. i think im also just stressed about starting college and a new annoying job that i had to get bc i had no money that the sweet release of being touched and squeezed and having a hot guys tongue deep in my throat until we’re both so horny from making out that were mush. ok bye

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princess daisy Crushes June 11, 2025 at 10:37 pm 0 0